Life

So today was the last day of softball season for my baby girls softball team. All I have to say is I had a blast. Sure it was a lot of work running from work in Danbury all the way arcoss the county to Sweeny three, sometimes four, times a week. But the look on the girls faces and all the hugs I recieved from all 13 young ladies made it all worth while!!! And now with the softball season over I get to do it all over with T-ball, although my ex is coaching and I wont have to do so much running and "be" there, I will get to sit back, take a deep breath and enjoy watching my son play ball.

It's amazing how much you give for your kids, and how most of the time the show no apperication what so ever. But then every once in a blue moon you get this little glimpse of how much they do appericate everything that you do . I would have never imagined how much these two little people would have enriched my life. I was always told what a blessing children where, but until u actually have your own and see the happiness in thier eyes for the things we as parents do and give up you can never truly appericate how much children do bring to the table.
I LOVE YOU BRIAR AND REAGAN, AND MY FUZION GIRLS!!!

Moving on

So i have finally gotten my own place.WOO HOO!!!! and i am finally getting things setup. it is such a hard thing to do, leaving your old life behind and starting new. and the hard part is really that i have had to do it all on my own with very limited resouces. But i have a roof over my head, and food in the kitchen. life is good. im trying hard to watch my pennies and save as much as possible. so for now my life is changing fast and it is nice to see where this ride takes me.

My first time

So this is my very first blog. So please bare with me as I discover how to work this thing. Just need an outlet to vent, and get it all off my chest. A little about me, I am a working mother of two wonderful children who are so full of engery I could be a millionare if I could just bottle it up and sell thier engery. I have a 16 year old step-son who is confused, to say the least. He is a teenager and his daddy's son, and if you knew his dad that would explain everything. My oldest baby is 6 and he is the most charming little boy you will ever meet. My youngest is 5, yeah I know the are 13 and a hlef months a part, and she is my little mini-me, in every way! I married thier father in october of 2003, and currently we are in the process of a divorce. Man has that been one heck of a ride, like going on a roller coaster. Both of my little babies, I know they aren't babies anymore but I still think of them that way, are start ball this year. Reagan in softball, and Briar in t-ball, like i need to add anymore to my crazy life. So there is the beginning, this will be my special place to document my thoughts, fears,and the joys of being a busy mom!